First blog 08092011

Just another ordinary day ... woke up to my daily routine ... texted my favorite person in the word and said good morning ... laid around for a while .. thinking to myself if she will eat breakfast today or just starve like usual ... got up, washed face, brush teeth, typical morning stuff people do ... sat around on the laptop keeping Her company ... thinking if i should take my meds today or skip it ... chest and back started hurting again ... i hate it when that happens ... its nothing serious, just a chest cold ... but it makes me think of things i shouldnt be thinking about ... feeling kinda down ... sometimes i wish that if only people can see the pain, sorrow and sadness in my eyes instead of my everyday smile then maybe they will stop and ask me whats wrong or just say something at least ... but they never do ... no one ever notices anything ... i dont talk much anymore to anyone but yet nobody seems to care to ask why so i just stay quiet like usual ... but when my phone rings and its Her, everything seems to not matter anymore, everything feels great ... she makes me feel like i have no worries ... feels like im back to my old self with renewed energy as if im alive again ... thats one of the many things i love about her ... no matter how bad or horrible my day is, she just somehow takes everything away and makes it better ... i appreciate her so much and i thank god everyday for putting her into my life when i was at my loneliest ... thank you jesus for always looking out for me ... i've strayed away from you for a very very long time but i am happy that thru your words you have taught her, she has brought me back on the right path to be closer to you ... i am very thankful for that ... oh yeah i almost forgot the good news today ... she brought her car back and got all her money back and then some !!! ... im soo happy and excited for her ... for all the good things she's done for many others, she truely deserves it and i thank you for blessing her Jesus ... man this blog thing is kinda cool ... i can ramble on forever and nobody can tell me to shut up haha ... yeah lets just do that and see how much i can blog on my first blog ever ... well i went to taco bell earlier and got me a "fiasco" taco ... dude didnt know what i was talking about so he said fresco ? ... i said umm yeah that, the fresco taco ... felt kinda dumb for mistaking it for a fiasco taco hahah ... came home and here i am now .. hmms what else happened today ... well i ate a wrinkly old mango thats been sitting for who knows how long but it sure was extra juicy and yummy ... like they say, older the berry sweeter the juice ... and then i got my ice tea just waiting for me in the freezer for me to go pop open and drink ... also ate some bomb ass chicken laab today too ... ate twice ... im such a fat ass haha .. ok shes calling me again, gotta go hahaha ... until next time ...............