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Dear blog ... its been a while man, how have you been ? ... hmms lets see where i can pick up where i left off a week or so ago ... well time has flew on by like usual ... Matt has gottened over his sickness so which is a good thing ... let's see what else ... Gabber's also got a new pool but not quite sure if she's been pee'ing in it hahaha ... She has finally got her brand new 2012 Scion TC ... I'm so exited for her ... thats the best news so far yet ... I'm proud of the fact that she looks like an innocent little lady and them toyota guys thinking they can pull a fast one on her but nopes, she stopped them dead in their tracks ! haha Good Job hon' ... I've been feeling kinda i dont know the past couple days ... went and got my meds at walmart and bam it felt like something was stabbing my insides ... horrible pain i swear ... but im glad that went away quick and didnt stick around that long like how it used to ... speaking of pain, i'm kinda worried about her coughing up blood and sharp chest pains ... i really pray to God that she will seek her doctor for a check up ... I know it might not be a big thing but it doesnt hurt to get a check up every now and then ... speaking of check ups, i have to go donate some blood this coming tuesday or wednesday ... man that sucks ... maybe i'll drive this time since it seems like everyone's gonna be soo busy them days ... i think i should be ok to drive but im just afraid of the far parking in the garage parking area and then walk all the way to the stairs and elevators and then crossing that walking bridge then and then walk all the way across to the other side of the hospital to get where im suppose to go ... dang thinking about it is already making me feel tired ... but i'll manage, i always do ... well thats that ... the plans for this week ... oh yeah and also ben and his wife and the rest of the california cousins are coming to town this week ... I cant wait to see them although they are all married and im sure they will mostly do couple things with the married brothers and married cousins here ... but it still will be nice to see them ... maybe they'll make me miss them and make me wanna visit california again, but lets hope not ... Also i got a text from my cousin Lisa in Charlotte telling me she is in the path of the hurricane so i hope to hear good news from her that she is ok ... and hmms what else ... well Maisee said I've always been a crybaby and i guess she is right because i kinda, kinda a little only cried hahaha ... dang it i hate showing that soft side of me but like usual, she always makes me feel better about myself ... and the best news of all, other than her getting her new car, is that she said YES to me, but the sad part is that she retracted that yes ... hahaha darn ... at least i was happy and smiling for that quick minute ... totally made my day ! ... also i had a great time on the phone with her last night, its been awhile since we stayed up that late and had a deep but funny but everything else kinda conversation like that ... makes me more and more "I-L" with her haha ... well I'm kinda saddened that her family has to go back home on tuesday because she's gonna be really sad so i will try my best to keep her cheered up ... when i think about it i find it kinda weird that i dont even know these people but yet i feel like they are a part of me kinda like a family because they're her family ... i guess thats how you feel if you you really ? someone and what matters most to her, matters to you too ... I guess its true what someone once said to me "When it's the right person, it's the right person. You dont question it, you just know." well overall its a good feeling ... well she's out with the rest of the family at uncle mel's place having their going away dinner together so im hoping she's enjoying every moment of it ... and when she comes home later, i will nag and annoy her and confess my love to her like how i do every night hahah ... i wonder if she ever gets tired of hearing it ? ... yes or no i dont care hahaha .... ok well until another time blog, i shall talk to you soon ... To be continued ....