08092011

Didnt sleep very well last night ... tossed and turned ... woke up earlier than normal ... around 5am or so ... feeling kinda down still ... laid around in bed then got up around 8 to 9 ... did the usual morning routine ... texted her and then bathroom stuff ... got a pretty good scare during lunch hour ... she wasnt feeling well so i was really worried ... tried calling her and didnt pick up so i was really worried ... but finally heard from her so my heart felt some relief ... chit chatted off and on through out the day ... trying to take a nap but couldnt ... started chatting her again and telling her my dumb depressed problems ... she said i was a gay cry baby loser and poked fun at me hahaha ... that made my day and put a smile on my face ... so headed out to the gas station to get some drinks ... while driving home, there was a faint song that came on the radio ... sounded soo familiar so i turned it up ... and wow it was just the perfect song i needed to hear ... felt so much better about everything ! ... came back and told her and she said i was still gay as usual hahah ... i love her sense of humor and how her mind works ... after that i went to go give a prayer and praises for blessing me with everything i have in my life ... for giving me that extra push that i needed today ... asked Him to watch over me and her and our health issues and our families and thanked and thanked him over and over ... thank you for showing me that sign My Lord Jesus ... i totally needed it ... i was telling myself today that I'm in need of Jesus and you never seem to fail me .... You are AMAZING !! and thank you again ... =)